National day holidays are here! I remember looking forward to this looong weekend like 4 weeks ago when June holidays came to an end. Time flies. So many things happened since then! And Promos will arrive in no time too. 57 days left i guess? And i'm slacking more than how much i slacked in Term 1. That sucks, big time. Procrastinating feels too good. I think Tressa feels me when i say this. Lol.

But there are two souls sitting on my table that make my day every single time i see them! No matter what shit is going on, when i see them, i end up laughing! They are super duper cute. Naraen emos alot though, and doesn't like me. ): I'll get you a hamster ball soon boy. He squeaks whenever i touch him and can see that he's really scared. I hope he gets used to everything soon! After i blog i'll go clean my room and find those two a good spot. Dhurga's coming to my house later!

I wanted to blog about some other interesting stuff but i dont really have time. I'll do it tomorrow or something. I took a few birthday resolutions and one of them is to attend prayers on every Sunday without fail. I'm not gonna say excuses that im tired, i can't wake up and crap anymore. It's time i set some time aside for prayers. Every Sunday i will wake up and go for prayers without fail! If can i'll go on Wednesday nights too.

I saw something yesterday. I don't know how to interpret it. I had a different reaction compared to two others who saw it too. But I think their reaction is reasonable too. I don't know but i gave my word that i'm not in the mess anymore. I'll keep to it. Me pondering about it now, after some time, won't affect anything else except my own view about the whole issue. Well i learnt one extra fact yesterday which i was initially unaware of. It didn't make my impression any better. I'm just gonna stay normal but i'm clear about what extent i can go to. I didn't change. I think it's obvious who did. At the end of the day, i don't have a say anyway. I stepped out of the triangle. Now i have to step out of the whole world full of it.

I still remember the ultra fun days after Olevels. I didnt have anything to think about. Everything was perfect. The only thing i knew was to go out with my buds everyday. And get a job, earn money, and splurge it and feel like shit later. Hahah. I have a lot of hope that these days will return after Alevels too. I'm sure. And even after that i'll remain as clear as i wanna be. No more shit till i'm able to tolerate it, please.

I got reminded of my Dragons. I still remember how we guys came together. During Sec 2, NCO Camp, was when me and Shermain got close. It so happens that during every SJ camp, she's always in the same group as me. And we always sleep beside each other! Qama was already close to me since Sec 1. Then during the end of the year in Sec 2, there was this segment called Fancy Drills for the open house that year. Swiss SJ is the best UG (If you're another UG member, stop denying, we're still the best) in the school, so obviously we were in charge of the event. Lol. Glenda and Alicia Koh were the commanders and we had trials to pick 5 people from the sec 2s to participate in the squad. Then me, Shermain, Dhurga, Faizah and Qama got selected. First step to brotherhood. We came back almost everyday for CCA, First aid Training, and Fancy Drill training during the holidays. That was the time we really really got close. UG Bonds are super strong cos you go through almost everything together. Eat, sleep, do punishment, bathe, sweat, laugh, cry, scold, together. We 5 filled each others lives, seriously.

Then came sec 3, a even nicer year! My squad took over the cca. Most of us got the posts that we wanted and we 5 came to cca without fail to see each other's faces at least! Haha. But seriously i've never had so much passion for something except for SJAB. It was the same for the other four. We went through so much shit to get things done, and in the end we won't even be recognised for it. But none of us cared cos we know that we did the work! And we saw the improvement infront of our eyes. That satisfaction was what mattered to us. Then came AGI, Annual General Inspection, this parade for all the SJ members in Singapore. And my zone was the Guard of Honour for the parade and 5 five were in the condigent. I was the timer :D AGI training was another super big event. We had to go for training at army camps on saturdays and sundays. We used to meet at CCK Macs in the morning at about 6:30 with all our Half U, PT kits and boots and 1.5 Ice mountain water bottles (Only Swiss SJ standardized and uses Ice Mountain 1.5L water bottle for all events and camps!). I remember i bought happy meal every single time and collected all the toys. Zahin used to collect the stickers that came with my meal! Hahaha. Then after training ends we'll get a drink or a donut at Clementi and go home. How can i forget. AGI was super super nice in the end. It rained and we banged in piles of mud and our first U was so damn muddy. But nobody has ever looked as style as us in a parade! THE MP STOPPED AND TALKED TO ME. HAHA.

Then another highlight was Leadership camp that year. It was so damn fun. One morning the officers came to wake us up because we overslept. Everyone else waked when he came except me. Then when i woke everyone around me were in pumping position. I got shocked and panicked and got into pumping position was my feet was slipping away because of the sleeping bag! Ahhhh those four still laugh at me for that! Haha and so many many many more moments. I'll continue sometime later. Now i have to go clean my room. Blogging about my dragons made me better. I miss you guys! Lets meet up soon (:

National day holidays are here! I remember looking forward to this looong weekend like 4 weeks ago when June holidays came to an end. Time flies. So many things happened since then! And Promos will arrive in no time too. 57 days left i guess? And i'm slacking more than how much i slacked in Term 1. That sucks, big time. Procrastinating feels too good. I think Tressa feels me when i say this. Lol.

But there are two souls sitting on my table that make my day every single time i see them! No matter what shit is going on, when i see them, i end up laughing! They are super duper cute. Naraen emos alot though, and doesn't like me. ): I'll get you a hamster ball soon boy. He squeaks whenever i touch him and can see that he's really scared. I hope he gets used to everything soon! After i blog i'll go clean my room and find those two a good spot. Dhurga's coming to my house later!

I wanted to blog about some other interesting stuff but i dont really have time. I'll do it tomorrow or something. I took a few birthday resolutions and one of them is to attend prayers on every Sunday without fail. I'm not gonna say excuses that im tired, i can't wake up and crap anymore. It's time i set some time aside for prayers. Every Sunday i will wake up and go for prayers without fail! If can i'll go on Wednesday nights too.

I saw something yesterday. I don't know how to interpret it. I had a different reaction compared to two others who saw it too. But I think their reaction is reasonable too. I don't know but i gave my word that i'm not in the mess anymore. I'll keep to it. Me pondering about it now, after some time, won't affect anything else except my own view about the whole issue. Well i learnt one extra fact yesterday which i was initially unaware of. It didn't make my impression any better. I'm just gonna stay normal but i'm clear about what extent i can go to. I didn't change. I think it's obvious who did. At the end of the day, i don't have a say anyway. I stepped out of the triangle. Now i have to step out of the whole world full of it.

I still remember the ultra fun days after Olevels. I didnt have anything to think about. Everything was perfect. The only thing i knew was to go out with my buds everyday. And get a job, earn money, and splurge it and feel like shit later. Hahah. I have a lot of hope that these days will return after Alevels too. I'm sure. And even after that i'll remain as clear as i wanna be. No more shit till i'm able to tolerate it, please.

I got reminded of my Dragons. I still remember how we guys came together. During Sec 2, NCO Camp, was when me and Shermain got close. It so happens that during every SJ camp, she's always in the same group as me. And we always sleep beside each other! Qama was already close to me since Sec 1. Then during the end of the year in Sec 2, there was this segment called Fancy Drills for the open house that year. Swiss SJ is the best UG (If you're another UG member, stop denying, we're still the best) in the school, so obviously we were in charge of the event. Lol. Glenda and Alicia Koh were the commanders and we had trials to pick 5 people from the sec 2s to participate in the squad. Then me, Shermain, Dhurga, Faizah and Qama got selected. First step to brotherhood. We came back almost everyday for CCA, First aid Training, and Fancy Drill training during the holidays. That was the time we really really got close. UG Bonds are super strong cos you go through almost everything together. Eat, sleep, do punishment, bathe, sweat, laugh, cry, scold, together. We 5 filled each others lives, seriously.

Then came sec 3, a even nicer year! My squad took over the cca. Most of us got the posts that we wanted and we 5 came to cca without fail to see each other's faces at least! Haha. But seriously i've never had so much passion for something except for SJAB. It was the same for the other four. We went through so much shit to get things done, and in the end we won't even be recognised for it. But none of us cared cos we know that we did the work! And we saw the improvement infront of our eyes. That satisfaction was what mattered to us. Then came AGI, Annual General Inspection, this parade for all the SJ members in Singapore. And my zone was the Guard of Honour for the parade and 5 five were in the condigent. I was the timer :D AGI training was another super big event. We had to go for training at army camps on saturdays and sundays. We used to meet at CCK Macs in the morning at about 6:30 with all our Half U, PT kits and boots and 1.5 Ice mountain water bottles (Only Swiss SJ standardized and uses Ice Mountain 1.5L water bottle for all events and camps!). I remember i bought happy meal every single time and collected all the toys. Zahin used to collect the stickers that came with my meal! Hahaha. Then after training ends we'll get a drink or a donut at Clementi and go home. How can i forget. AGI was super super nice in the end. It rained and we banged in piles of mud and our first U was so damn muddy. But nobody has ever looked as style as us in a parade! THE MP STOPPED AND TALKED TO ME. HAHA.

Then another highlight was Leadership camp that year. It was so damn fun. One morning the officers came to wake us up because we overslept. Everyone else waked when he came except me. Then when i woke everyone around me were in pumping position. I got shocked and panicked and got into pumping position was my feet was slipping away because of the sleeping bag! Ahhhh those four still laugh at me for that! Haha and so many many many more moments. I'll continue sometime later. Now i have to go clean my room. Blogging about my dragons made me better. I miss you guys! Lets meet up soon (: