Unsaid
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 6:48 AM
Okay the more i wanna be consistent in blogging the more im not. Lol. I'll try my best. With school so damn tiring i come home and just fall asleep on weekdays!
Life's been monotonous. Okay it's not bad actually. CCA finally kick started and i can meet my loves more often. We're choreographing Farewell Assembly dance now. Damn fun haha. And Aadiperukku is coming! Woo! That means more sleepless nights! And and WR and EoM drafts. -.- with undone tutorials and tests which are gonna come soon. After that, PROMOS. Time flies, its a good thing actually but PROMOS is nearing.
I think music is the best thing ever. It can affect my mood more than anything else in the world. If i'm sad, it can get me crying. If i'm happy, it can get me super hyper. And i'm one of those idiots on the train who blasts music into my ears that people 2m away from me can still guess the song i'm listening to. Music is what makes my day right in the morning!
That was very random. I think today's gonna be a super random post. I'm like lost in some blank space. I hate the fact how our mind can relate people to things and vice versa cos it can really change your world upside down sometimes. Nowadays i can't stop thinking. As in i just think and think and think about some things too too much that it brings me nowhere. And i end up confused. Confused till i start to blabber stuff to people to make them confused too. If you're one of my victims then i'm sorry lol. I'm going through my life normally now but i'm still stuck in lalaland thinking day and night. And it's crazy how that leads to dreams. Cos that makes me think even more. In conclusion i'm confused. I think i need counselling -.-.
But there's still some light and love beneath all this mess. One person will feel me upon reading this. Tharshini has been going through everything with me. Both of us are on the same boat. And she's one special person to me cos similar things happen in our lives! (cos we have the same birthday?). And we say the same things/do the same things. That's totally cool!
Okay i wanted to type alot more but i realised im on comp for the past 3 hours and havent started on what im supposed to do. Shit. I did a FB note that got me into trouble. But i love those three, they made me feel super touched. Check it out. I'll blog tmr i guess. I hope i dont stay traumatised forever. I love you guys, thanks alot for always being with me and making sure i'm alright! Big big big big hugs!
Profile

i'm Niranjana from AndersonJC, 22/09 & TLDDS.
Graduate of Swiss, and St Johns Ambulance Brigade.
My life is love (& gay)