I'm feeling depressed. Suits the weather. All gloomy. There's alot alot alot of things to do. I think i'm gonna screw up everything. I don't know how it's all gonna be done in the next few days. All i know is that my doom is waiting for me. And i am afraid i'm gonna disappoint people. This sucks.

I don't know but things i don't wanna think of keep on coming into my mind. I cannot question you or be angry with you for anything anymore. I don't have the rights to be. Who am i to you anymore. Nothing. I should maintain that status. I'll never step into the circle again, i gave my word and i'm keeping to it. Out of everything i just want to know something. But i know i'll never get my answer. How could you move on so fast when i'm stuck here? It makes me think about what i was to you all along. Insignificant. Means everything was fake? I don't know. I hope i don't think about this anymore.

My brother's making me feel damn bad. I don't want to explain anything here. I hope he doesn't mean whatever he's doing. I'm super disappointed.

I owe you a big sorry. Things never end up right between us two yea. I don't know why. But i'll catch up with you soon. You're someone whom i cannot lose as a friend. Thank you so much for always being there for me and always helping me out!

Okay my week officially starts tmr. I'm doomed.

I'm feeling depressed. Suits the weather. All gloomy. There's alot alot alot of things to do. I think i'm gonna screw up everything. I don't know how it's all gonna be done in the next few days. All i know is that my doom is waiting for me. And i am afraid i'm gonna disappoint people. This sucks.

I don't know but things i don't wanna think of keep on coming into my mind. I cannot question you or be angry with you for anything anymore. I don't have the rights to be. Who am i to you anymore. Nothing. I should maintain that status. I'll never step into the circle again, i gave my word and i'm keeping to it. Out of everything i just want to know something. But i know i'll never get my answer. How could you move on so fast when i'm stuck here? It makes me think about what i was to you all along. Insignificant. Means everything was fake? I don't know. I hope i don't think about this anymore.

My brother's making me feel damn bad. I don't want to explain anything here. I hope he doesn't mean whatever he's doing. I'm super disappointed.

I owe you a big sorry. Things never end up right between us two yea. I don't know why. But i'll catch up with you soon. You're someone whom i cannot lose as a friend. Thank you so much for always being there for me and always helping me out!

Okay my week officially starts tmr. I'm doomed.