Yes my heart needs to see that light. I really need to hold on now. I went to Facebook and this particular application always answers my misery.

Niranjana got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
...
that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they
can
be with God's help that counts.
In life you can absolutely count on
o...ne thing, - everything can turn
around in one day, in one minute
sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you
might be a moment away from a
windfall.

I swear this application has always answered me. Farewell Assembly is on Friday. I might have to leave early from CDP tomorrow to go for the final practice. And later i have to practice the dance. Just now we had a practice from 8pm to 10pm. Ahhhh. Alot of last minute rush! It's getting really scary. But i'll follow what i've been told to do. I won't give up. Just a while more. Just more effort. It'll end on Friday. I really hope we put up a great show!

And that light isn't enough. I need to stop misleading myself. I need to stop lying to myself. If i'm brave enough to say i'll stay without it, then i better be brave enough to carry it out. It's really getting pointless to find a distraction to forget one thing. I mean it's a vicious cycle! I'm cheating myself. It sucks. Especially if the distraction troubles you more than the original thing. Because the distraction is so urgh. Misleading. To. Everyone. Lucky i didnt do that. Lucky. If i did i'll be regretting my decision now. Though it seemed so right 2 days ago. I think whenever i wanna take a drastic decision i should wait for 2 days and see if i still feel the same way or not. Helps alot in making correct moves.

Now. I won't fall back into the same trap. I won't fall into a new one. I wanna stay away from all this shit! No distractions. Just no more of it. Please. Gosh.

I tell you frustration kills. It kills your heart. Cos you're angry, fucked up, dazed, and can't stop thinking of all the shit that you don't wanna think of.

And all of you are the same. From a distance everything is awesome. Only when you go closer you see the truth. How can you even think of doing that to everyone? Doesn't it bug you? At all?

Yes my heart needs to see that light. I really need to hold on now. I went to Facebook and this particular application always answers my misery.

Niranjana got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
...
that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they
can
be with God's help that counts.
In life you can absolutely count on
o...ne thing, - everything can turn
around in one day, in one minute
sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you
might be a moment away from a
windfall.

I swear this application has always answered me. Farewell Assembly is on Friday. I might have to leave early from CDP tomorrow to go for the final practice. And later i have to practice the dance. Just now we had a practice from 8pm to 10pm. Ahhhh. Alot of last minute rush! It's getting really scary. But i'll follow what i've been told to do. I won't give up. Just a while more. Just more effort. It'll end on Friday. I really hope we put up a great show!

And that light isn't enough. I need to stop misleading myself. I need to stop lying to myself. If i'm brave enough to say i'll stay without it, then i better be brave enough to carry it out. It's really getting pointless to find a distraction to forget one thing. I mean it's a vicious cycle! I'm cheating myself. It sucks. Especially if the distraction troubles you more than the original thing. Because the distraction is so urgh. Misleading. To. Everyone. Lucky i didnt do that. Lucky. If i did i'll be regretting my decision now. Though it seemed so right 2 days ago. I think whenever i wanna take a drastic decision i should wait for 2 days and see if i still feel the same way or not. Helps alot in making correct moves.

Now. I won't fall back into the same trap. I won't fall into a new one. I wanna stay away from all this shit! No distractions. Just no more of it. Please. Gosh.

I tell you frustration kills. It kills your heart. Cos you're angry, fucked up, dazed, and can't stop thinking of all the shit that you don't wanna think of.

And all of you are the same. From a distance everything is awesome. Only when you go closer you see the truth. How can you even think of doing that to everyone? Doesn't it bug you? At all?