If only that clock was for real. Lol.

Okay i'm back to blogging. I was too lazy to type all this while but i realised i actually miss blogging. There were so many times when i could just post and post and post and sit down staring at my blog for the entire day. Hahahaha. I miss being bored. I should slap myself if i ever complain in my life for having nothing to do but going out, sleeping, watching tv, using the computer and eating. That. Feeling. Is. Such. A. Blessing. You will know what i mean if you ever have something called Alevels in the later part of your year. But after that i can enjoy my darling blessing for 8 months. Hahahah

I've been pushing aside everything i consider as my life to the far front of the timeline. But i wonder if i can get back my life even when i reach to them eventually. Or are current priorities just an excuse for the miseries now. Lol.

I've been reading this everywhere. I think everyone feels the same. Life often runs on the fear that we'll never be the same again. That we've lived it and lost it. I have the same thought. Not that i've experienced everything in the world, but i've gotten my bits of tremondous joy in my life too. I mean i have to admit they were purely imperfect and superficial. Hahahah. But the blankness now just scares me if i've lived it and lost it.

I think time has to answer. To an extent i know what's gonna fall in front of me. It's the way i respond and move on. Things cannot be perfect but they can be made to seem perfect through the right responses. I think that's the only motivation for life.

Another huge motivation for life is music. :D A.R.R! He's going on a world tour i think. Going UK next. I HOPE HE COMES TO SINGAPORE, AFTER MY ALEVELS. That's it i'm gonna hog onto the phone with sistic and grab their first ticket :D

We all believe that waiting through hells now would bring some sunlight in the future. I wanna get back the feeling again. That feeling that waiting all this while was worth it.

If only that clock was for real. Lol.

Okay i'm back to blogging. I was too lazy to type all this while but i realised i actually miss blogging. There were so many times when i could just post and post and post and sit down staring at my blog for the entire day. Hahahaha. I miss being bored. I should slap myself if i ever complain in my life for having nothing to do but going out, sleeping, watching tv, using the computer and eating. That. Feeling. Is. Such. A. Blessing. You will know what i mean if you ever have something called Alevels in the later part of your year. But after that i can enjoy my darling blessing for 8 months. Hahahah

I've been pushing aside everything i consider as my life to the far front of the timeline. But i wonder if i can get back my life even when i reach to them eventually. Or are current priorities just an excuse for the miseries now. Lol.

I've been reading this everywhere. I think everyone feels the same. Life often runs on the fear that we'll never be the same again. That we've lived it and lost it. I have the same thought. Not that i've experienced everything in the world, but i've gotten my bits of tremondous joy in my life too. I mean i have to admit they were purely imperfect and superficial. Hahahah. But the blankness now just scares me if i've lived it and lost it.

I think time has to answer. To an extent i know what's gonna fall in front of me. It's the way i respond and move on. Things cannot be perfect but they can be made to seem perfect through the right responses. I think that's the only motivation for life.

Another huge motivation for life is music. :D A.R.R! He's going on a world tour i think. Going UK next. I HOPE HE COMES TO SINGAPORE, AFTER MY ALEVELS. That's it i'm gonna hog onto the phone with sistic and grab their first ticket :D

We all believe that waiting through hells now would bring some sunlight in the future. I wanna get back the feeling again. That feeling that waiting all this while was worth it.